Yes the seller replied me yes yes yes! I can put my heart into my body right now haha. Go seller! :-D Anw I am still stuck in the Twilight saga bubble. I was at the bookstore today, supposedly trying to find another book to quench my 'thirst' but I stood right in front of the shelf that contained twilight books, picking and repicking out the twilight books. Then I went to Popular, cause I was bored and I stood in front of the Twilight piled books. I am under twilight's spell. Please get me out of this. Right now I'm attempting to read A Fraction of the Whole but it contains 700+ pages and it has fonts small that Twilight's. Which means, it will take me eons to finish. Which also means, major turn off. Jenny was suggesting, I reread twilight. Shall consider that muahaha. You can count the number of times I mentioned Twilight. Maybe I should call it T. Haha, so let's hope I don't dwell so much. Sorry for now you just need to endure with my pictures of Kristen and Rob P (Yup their my friends so don't have to mention their last names) Looks like everybody's got pictures of them on their blog. Fashion trend to the core.

In the end, I didn't do much work yesterday. Anyone could've expected it. I'm left with a lot of work to do still. Revision is out of the question, totally. Training has come to a halt which also means, I've got nothing but time on my hands (& homework). No money, Xmas coming. I think I need to do something about it. I've never spent xmas overseas before, so sad. Okay, now the volleyball team bully, I trigger them, asked if they wanted a party. Now they overboard, want swimming party, come my house, play squash, play tennis. Win already, you all good. I only tell trigger one, the whole team know already. You all good, all bully.

Everybody pay attention. Do you know what Joan bought from HK?
SHE BOUGHT CRAYONS. Jenny, you've found your friend.
I've got joker team mates.

Muse muse muse musik, for you. I will definitely make this an orientation dance song, and my moves will all be vampire like. Show sharp teeth, sink teeth into throat. Hahahaha!!!!!!! Okay in my dreams.

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

This cannot be happening. 1/3 of the items I bought was delivered wrongly!!!!!!! I knew it, along the way smth bad had to happen. What is wrong with online shopping. If I knew, I'd send pictures instead of the heading. Now the seller is leaving and will only be back on 26th (after xmas z!) Help. me. My heart cannot withstand this kind of shock. Please don't let me meet another seller who is unwilling to exchange/refund (I've experienced this before with another buyer). Please please please please please. Seller, please reply to my email. It is killing my day(s) ): ): ): I'm happy with the 2 items. I am a satisfied buyer. But the 1 item, please!!!!!!! I've been online for an hour and there is no email. Looks like I must wait til 26th. Dead.

(edit) Omg I am having Twilight withdrawal symptoms, I can't get enough of the show/books. I hope this gets off fast because I am supposed to focus right now. All i'm thinking about now; Alice, Jasper (omg!!!), Carlisle, Esme. I think they picked the right people. Except for Rosalie and Billy and Jacob and Charlie. Even James/Victoria fit!! Z, how long will this last. Also not like the movie will affect my life. I need to constantly remind myself. Chants: Vampires Don't Exist Vampires Don't Exist Vampires Don't Exist. Tho it's quite disappointing, but it's entertaining enough. Go twilight! Go me, finish Breaking Dawn asap!!! Because of Twilight, now I love love love Muse. Baseball scene cool to the corezxzx! (/edit)
(excitingedit2) OMG OMG OMG OMG BREAKING DAWN FTW WTF FTW WTF. I finally finished the Twilight saga. Before reading the last page, I went to pee so that I can prepare myself for the grand finale. Once I finished reading, I excited to the max (really to the max, to the core) that I walked around my living room smiling, around the dining table about 2 times. I look like a complete idiot. I am damn happy. So since I am so happy, I will do my work with a smile on my face. I got a feeling that once I touch my work, all happiness will be gone. Breaking dawn is the best book on earth. So sad, to experience breaking dawn, you need to read twilight, new moon and eclipse, which means you need to suffer the pain all the twilight saga readers suffer, gua gua gua. I am happy and sadistic. (/excitingedit2)

Hello Kitty. Today is subtly the happier days I've ever gotten since the start of 2008. It started with training at Balestier (my dad almost drove me to mj) The weather wasn't exactly the best, it was chilly and made me dread training since we could feel the wind even from inside the hall. It even made me question why the heck I was awake at such early hours and I was miffed. But I explained to my team mates how happy I was about my online shopping therapy. Told them how much I spent and that I was going to fund transfer the money today.

So since nobody was very interested in my quite interesting story, I gave my very dao but friendly team mate my undivided attention and engaged a conversation with her. I shall not reveal her identity (A) because she's damn joker. The conversation was.....

R: Eh I online shopping yesterday. Very Exciting.!!
R: But I spent a lot leh, i spent like S$_
R: I bought 3 things, you think worth it a not?
A: Depends on what you buy lah.....
A: So what you buy, clothes?

Okay i know this is quite very not funny but I like to grab opportunities like such to disturb people
R: OF COURSE I BOUGHT CLOTHES LAH
R: IF NOT WHAT I BUY? No lah, I bought crayons.

Then maple decided to join me because we're born lame
M & R: And colouring book, paper clip, cotton bud, cotton wool

After training, we did the rituals -- debating on where to eat (they bully, don't allow me to eat my favourite Subway melt )-:<0 footnote 1), phototaking sessions in the toilet, bathing, teasing and whatnots. After training we went to collect our shirts, and while waiting for the printing man to open his shop, we played arcade. Wasn't exactly a very fun but it was entertaining enough. Then it was a long bus ride home....


I'm quite amazed myself that during this holidays, I completed three books. Fourth on the ball. Must finish it before Xmas so that I can start my homework during Jan. Shiz, I have no soul. Again, like I said, I occupy myself during holidays with little nothings. So ask me what I've completed, zero. Not like Twilight will help me in chem bonding or kinematics or maclaurins sia.

Damn this reminds me, I've not been blogging properly ever since the start of this year. Again, where is my soul!!! I went to eat kobayashi today and I felt very happy with myself. I hope I won't keep ordering the same damn thing over and over again until I'd need to find something new to amuse myself. On the way home, i heard this china lady who had earphones on singing damn loudly. It's not like it's a crime or anything. But observe your surroundings before singing babe! Joker, she had me laughing while crossing the road. After I crossed this damn joker road, this indian lady tripped over nothing. I laughed my way home. So yes, this is one of the happier days. Doesn't seem very to be a very funny day but comparing it to all my other days (okay this might be an overstatement), it's quite a happy day. Oh happy day!

But i figured, the root of happiness could only stem from one thing. ONLINE SHOPPING FTW! \m/
Some dude on my msn list is counting down to the day school'll reopen. wtf who does that, like how many days, hours, mins, secs to sch reopen. And he updates the countdown meter ever 5 sec, think he cool. Don't spoil my happy day leh.

Footnote 1 )-:<0
Sad smiley + frown + black cloud hovering

A long post, unusual.
Goodbye Daniel.

Been on hiatus for too long but seriously there's nothing to update. Sometimes when I'm extremely bored (that happens when there're no shows to watch already, there's no intention to read any book, no motivation to do homework, nobody's online and you've been going to the same blogs when you know that they're not going to be updated anytime soon) I wonder what people actually spend their time doing. I've been reading (I completed two books now give me a standing ovation) and catching up on Desperate housewives. And completed Maclaurin's tutorial (5/8 done, 2/8 properly done) Training and friendly matches. That's probably it. That's all I have been doing. But I think I deserve this haha, going home knowing that there's no upcoming tests that I have to study for, no projectwork drafts to do. We. Should. Appreciate.

Twilight starts tomorrow I seriously cannot contain my excitement, I've waited for too long, it's finally here! Okay see youuu, earth!

Baking is funfunfun! Together with people you don't rly know, you start to get to know them better. Hahaha, my new found friends are all those who stayed over or made an effort to come for the stayover! Especially Joan Serene Stelene! Haha, we were total amateurs who knew nothing about baking (xcept joan can). So whatever we did, was Googled. We started making replacements: Heavy cream with thickened cream, buttermilk with milk mixed with lime. So of course, the cake didn't turn out as great as we expected. In fact, the final product was like mooncake can you believe it anot!!!! Damn toot. But we made dinner together and made interesting discoveries like who's the greediest (Serene, hands down. Stelene, choot here choot there, eat the batter like ?!) Haha, was a great bonding session, confirm! Kk, shan't talk too much, show pictures then you can seeeee. Happy Birthday Ms Yeow!

Training at spans brings back memories. To think we used to train there last time, at the beginning of the year. So fast, one year has whizzed pass like some bullet train. I'm starting to grow to love my team. I admit at the beginning of the year I was so damn skeptical about how I was going to manage all of this, managing the graduation of my beloved seniors, watching a new batch of people come into my life, and the previous batch leaving. Because although this is part and parcel of life, I still can't manage seeing people come and go in my life. Life's too short. People, always leave. But, stay awhile. Tomorrow is the stayover & baking session for training the next day. Spells triple fun! I'm starting to feel closer to them.

Think that there're people whom I've neglected but remember this. Even if it seems as though I neglect you, and take you for granted, it is certainly not the case. Because I do think of you but sometimes maybe it's easier if we just allow each other some space. Like if I see that your life seems so much better without me, I take a step back. This is dedicated to a very very very special friend of mine, whom I'm afraid of losing, yet I dont make it a point to continually contact her. And I see that in her life, she experiences so much joy with her new found friends and I'm really happy for her. My friend, I really want to thank you for always allowing me to feel so appreciated every single time I'm with you because being with you gives me joy. But this joy is short fused and I always leave whenever I feel that I can't make the joy last. I dont want to make things awkward when I'm with you. This is for......... a friend of mine, who always puts music lyrics as her nick on msn. You get my drift?

Random thoughts: Seeing the photos above make me smile. Should take photos everyday. Maybe photos tell lies, but they show the happy things that happen in your life to remind you what you should smile for. Shit, dont know how exactly I'm feeling right now. My head, it hurts. For now, i would just like to thank the people who's made my day and listened to me rant during this very stressful period of time. Especially jasmine. You never fail to send me 2 link 3 link, even 4 link messages of words of comfort that never fails to make me feel a-okay. Not to forget, Maple, Shermine, Jobel and Miss Plod (even if I didn't tell you anything) For now, I think I just need to occupy my mind with endless stuff to do. Get a job. I think i need more colouring books. Too much's been on my mind, need to destress. Shermine, Ziyan, Jiahui and Huixin, take care in Chiangmai! I want to go for a holiday too ):

Basically I've written quite a long post. Thinking of shutting this blog down. What's a journal if there's people to see it? Maybe sometimes you just want someone who'll know your thoughts and justify your actions. But surely, not the whole world.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do